Tuesday, October 27, 2009

i need coffee


*composes self*

I'm getting coffee in like an hour and it will be lovely.

Yes, it was necessary to blog about it. I recommend using Google Image to search "coffee addict." Entertaining stuff.

Monday, October 19, 2009

if you blog it, it will come

Please tell me someone recognizes the terrible spin-off of a movie quote.

I'm not sure what "it" would be. Motivation? Contentment?

I don't know how many times I've posted how badly I need to get myself on some kind of track, but hey. Listen. I need to get myself on some kind of track.

It's to the point where my money-spending and unhealthy food-consuming is at a new low. I've over-drafted so much on my debit card that it's denied everywhere I go. THIS is a low I never thought I would experience.

Also, a late-night adventure with Molly around midnight last night confirmed some food issues as well.

I have to babysit this afternoon, and tomorrow I finally have a job interview. Fingers crossed on that one.

I feel like I've been letting myself go or giving up on everything. I have to snap out of it. When I first moved here, I was working 30-40 hours a week, paying my own rent, able to afford little things and a flight to Texas here and there. Sure, I've been having an amazing time with something to do every day, but the friends I hang out with do too and THEY have jobs (although no classes). Psh. I can do that.

Also, Cade gets here in 11 days. I'm attempting to plan out an evening and not tell him anything about it, even as it's happening. I'm cute.

Enough for now.

Caitlin and Molly
The only picture I've really taken in the past month. This was just after seeing the Toy Story double feature in 3D. <3

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

it's all happening

Listen to my day.

Just listen.

I got no sleep. Tossing and turning all night. Awful.

Got up for class with plenty of energy, the way you do when you get in between way too little sleep and a lot of sleep. I hit a Starbucks before getting on the train for my grande red eye (coffee with a shot of espresso).

Class went well. I took my first test in about two years. I really think I did well.

I went to Target between classes, got a delicious pumpkin spice candle, some tights, etc.

Next class. My professor GIVES us our entire midterm to practice with for when we take it two weeks from now (no Wednesday classes next week).

I go home. Go grocery shopping.

THEN, get this, I go for a RUN. Yes. A run. I ran a whole (ha) 0.6 miles before clutching my chest in fear of death (I exaggerate).


The woman I babysit for works in film. Right now she's working on the new Sex and the City movie in the biggest film studio outside of Hollywood. I'm going with her tomorrow night to the set. Yes.

Now, I'm sitting, showered, eating a healthy slice of blueberry pie, drinking a glass of white wine, and talking to the Boy on skype video.

This is a good October 7th.


Monday, October 5, 2009

what to write

A few things have happened the past few days that I would love to blog about. I even thought about blogging them as they happened. I just never got around to it.

I'm fine with just living it. I'm also fine with writing for the sake of writing, or writing for the sake of sharing my experiences.

I change my mind constantly. There are times where I want to really dive into the many online communities there are, and sometimes I want to close my youtube/twitter accounts.

It's bizarre.

Friday, October 2, 2009

an evening

I woke up at 7:20 to get to class by 9:30.
Left class at 1:15, ran some errands once I was back in Manhattan, got home.
I ate lunch.

Now, I'm sitting in a dress with my new nail polish drying, watching Season 3 of Dexter.

Later, I'll join Kevin uptown for drinks, and then a late dinner reservation.

This is New York, man.